Thursday, October 18, 2012

AMBIVALENENT


AMBIVALENENT

Weak and potent

Alive and broken

Magnificent and fucked up

Aware and clueless

Utopia the deception

Paradise the eternal now…………

…………………………………..

Adrift in a living sea, freed from the myth of stability

Am I fearful or have my fears simply lost their hiding place

Love you are the rock I cling to, wooing me with eternal embrace

You have played on my longing for security/death/certainty
and drawn me into the torrent that is life.

How can I bear the splendor, the terror of your fountains, your river carries me away

I am consumed

O Sweet awful river, ever moving, ever giving, ever expanding, never ending

This joy is more than a soul can bear

Devastated by the gaze of my beloved.

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